And now I know: changing gears is a fucking chore.

This year, in my mid-thirties, I finally learned to drive.

And weirdly, a racing game about destroying clapped-out old bangers helped me along.

A black car crashes head first into another car which is obscured by dust and debris.

Thank youWreckfest, for all the bottled road rage you allowed me to unleash.

Wreckfest has been helpful as an outlet for the anti-calm that would envelope me after any given driving lesson.

you’re free to slide round dirt tracks in a battered station wagon.

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you could get in a fight with twenty combine harvesters.

It has become one of my favourite games this year, despite the fact it came out in 2018.

John called it an"antidote to po-faced racing sims"when it was released.

Several old bangers skid round a corner and cause a dusty pile-up.

But I only discovered it while writing our list of thebest racing games.

La la la, we sing to ourselves as we forget about death again, dum-dee-dum.

Some thalassophobes playingSubnauticawill discover that stepping into abyssal aquatic terror offers a kind of release.

A red car drives away from a crash behind it on a dirt track in Wreckfest.

So too does the stressful driver get relief from joining a multiplayer server titled: “Fuckfest!

It’s not (just) about throwing the normal rules of driving into the bin.

It’s about throwing away your fear of messing up in the most mortal way.

You have a health meter, but nothing here can hurt you.

Ah, video games.

Dangerous driving IRL is not some laudable thing.

Yes, I am late to the party.

But arriving late and safe is better than fast and not at all.